Madeline takes on Kindergarten

The time has come. The time I have been dreading since preschool graduation in May. The day that Madeline takes on Kindergarten.... How can this be?? She's so small and only 5, it doesn't seem right that we throw these babies into the world like this! I can't let her go...she still takes a nap some days!! What if she loses her way while walking into school? What if someone makes her sad? What if she misses us? We do so many educational things each day... Maybe I should homeschool? I think that's what she needs. I would be great at homeschooling. I can't do fun things with the boys while she sits in school all day long...I just can't. My heart is hurting.
These were all thoughts racing through my head. Selfish thoughts. It is definitely all me.
Today, we went to Madeline's school for 2 hours. When we walked in, the parents and children were immediately separated...the children went with staff, such as the principal, nurse, and the dean of students, and we went with her new teacher. After meeting with the teacher, we switched over to meet with staff while the children met their new teacher.
As much as my heart aches, I saw just how ready our little girl is to take on the world of Kindergarten. She went right with her neighborhood friends down a hallway, without looking back. When we walked back into the classroom, she didn't even jump up and run to us after 2 hours alone in her new school. Instead of worrying about where we were, she was smiling ear to ear and filled with excitement over what this new school year would bring. Well, she was also excited about the little bag of starburst the teacher gave out that read, "I'm BURSTING with happiness that you're in my class this year!" Adorable.

Dear Madeline,
I have held onto these years before school so tight, holding onto every minute of you being our baby girl. We have been so blessed to have these years at home together, even though we were hardly ever home. We've had so many experiences, so many laughs and smiles, incredible amounts of fun filled days, adventures I hope you remember because I hold them so close to my heart.
Now you have become a little girl and you are so ready to soar into your education, be with your friends, meet new friends, and have all new experiences I may not be there for, but I'll be waiting eagerly to hear about every day.
You are going to take on this world with incredible strength and courage. We are so very proud of what an amazing little girl you are, as you leave an imprint on everyone you meet. Your kindness, wittiness, love of friendship, spunk, silliness, sass, and intelligence are just a few things that make you so unique and amazing.
Have the most memorable year in Kindergarten, our sweet little bug.
Love,
Mommy

And, here she is!

Our Class of 2029 shirt.......

She chose a mermaid book bag and lunch bag. Wanted to wear her hair in a bow bun. Wants to be a teacher when she grows up.

And she was pretty comfortable at school....