Wednesday, May 11, 2011

I will miss you.

Well, I'm leaving the kids with Anthony and going out for a girls night tonight. I'm having a silent panic attack, if anyone cares. It's not because I don't think Anthony can do it. It's because.... (1) he's also coaching a baseball game tonight (2) I will not be close, I'll be about 45 minutes away (3) I will not be home for her bed time routine (4) I'm not going to get home until SUPER late (5) did I mention he will be AT THE BASEBALL FIELD with her...BY HIMSELF??
Ok, I really just had to get that out. He is wonderful with M, he whisks her away when she needs to be changed, sings and dances with her, loves to hold and cuddle. I know this panic is ALL ME. It's a control thing you see. Every one always says "wow, she's a good baby", "she's never fussy", and so on. Do you know why? I know her so well that before she gets herself upset I know what she wants, she hates crying, so she very rarely does it...usually only when she's tired. And that's when I whisk her away at that 7:30-8pm point, feed, swaddle and crib her.BAM.she's out. I just had to get it out. Moms know what I'm talking about, we do it best.

I went to see my Dr yesterday, you know, that Dr. He is awesome though and just loves seeing his little delivery, Madeline. He gets that proud smile on his face when he sees what he helped bring into this world, well since it was a C-section I guess he did more than just help. After chatting and the other fun appointment stuff, he says "I'll see you in a year." Usually, I would be more than happy to hear that!! But, I have seen him so much in the past year that I couldn't help but think, I will miss you. ... but my wallet sure won't!
Before baby




                                           After baby

2 comments:

  1. he's hawt! i would miss him too lol!

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  2. :) Glad you had a girls night out Chrissy. Hope it was fun and without incident for Anthony!
    I always missed by OB after I delivered. They become like family because they are seeing us experience the happiest day of our lives. Can't wait to see you guys SOON! <3 Susan

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